15-XII-2008.

Put up on UA a smallish script, which I wrote back on 22-II-2007., because I saw I was going to need it. Pass it a project's name, and it picks the directories of all files it contains, and lines them up in the system (fox's) search list.

This is where I followed a fundamentally different path (pardon the pun, don't execute it), because he always worked without such a list, at least in the command window. Because, he claimed it was possible that he'd run a test which'd pick some tool which wouldn't be included in the Feds, or the would be but in a different version, both wrong. I never remembered to tell him this script uses the project's path, from Feds itself... And then, during common sessions, if we were in his fox window, half the stuff I'd try wouldn't work because they aren't in the path.

At 16:00 I hosted a meeting, attended by whoever was present. Jan was „in the out“ (serbian football expression, „u autu“), went to swallow a few aspirins. This passed as it passed, then at 19:05 Das raised an alarm, can't install the 5.2 at manchester women clinic, not from the dutch nor london nor torontian (torontalian?) server. Nothing within our reach, it's night over there and nobody's there, if their cerberi drew the bridges and let the crocodiles into the moat, ciao until tomorrow.

At least Kimberley was amazed, said „TEST 5.2 WOW! Looks good:)“. Strange, though, that Nick chimed in on the same day... maybe from a different position? Jiang mentions that there's a problem she can't see from China, though she can't see much at the there speed, which is mostly below Feds's requirements.

Chatted with Go via skype, from my parents' account. Checked our list of things to deliver, it's okay. She said she made a bunch of shots, at their place and around town, and would like to see a dentist now. We sent her to the old man where we went three years ago.

in london I went to a wrong place wit pasport :D here were tey pas tose wo stay in britaine... and tis guy wo looked at pasport went ahead to talk wit me, after we filed some form even during te fligt and I wrote as profesion tat I was a video game artist and ten he asked on wic games I worked and said his kids keep playing al te time and back and fort and eventualy he said I need to go to anoter spot because I'm just canging planes :D

Fuckit, no matter how much I left dad's machine neat and literate, both in 1999 and 2005 - still someone thought himself smart enough to reply to a complaint with not a fix, but with reinstalling Windowses from zero, mandatorily ignoring the country in which he did it, who ever needed any other keyboard layout, american is more tan enoug, everytting else is to muc. Take yourselves into three mothers cunts all you halfbaked majstors, may these quotes be a monument to y'all, and may your names be carved haircut in your headstones.

Email from Lajna and my replies

Must tell you this J

On tensegrithy the other witches helped me focuse the intention for new house, I must move, I wore out this colation even before I first time saw it :P

Yesday mowning some character calls says related to ad. By the time I remember it was about the house, more than several sentences were passed. And in the end the guy said it's a good price though it really isn't. He hung up and then I look at his number on the display and got uneased, fucket, it's downtown and it's an impressive number*. Said musbe cops, who knows what they want this time, the old paranoid rises again. Skews me, paranoidesse J as I do deal with narkoses and am known to publicly say lots of stuff on their account. So be not lazy I asked a friend who works for the strongest firm telephonic to check the number for I fear its a coperia ria ia o. He shat himself sad daren't.

Um, doesn't the Gugao there know those things? Here you only type the number, nnn-nnn-nnnn (formatted just so so that it knows it's a phone number you want) and if the owner didn't explicitly tell Gugao to remove it, it'll give you the adress. I, of course, removed mine as soon as I heard that this is possible :).

Various debt collectors chime on my mobile at times, fishing. That I never bit the bait - I let him wait a minute or two to check his number, see what Gugao says (as daughter said, „all that Gugao knows, so know I“), and usually within the timespan of now I get a list of whot others wrote who were attacked from that number.

Then I adressed a frendica, she's some geometeorogical ecological dick, no idea. She looked it up and died of laughter, says it's not the ria, cam't bilivat, catholic radio :P J

Well couldn't it be done as a brief call from someone's mobile and then appilogies, wrong number screw them micro keyboards and thick fingers, always skembetch up something when typing,.. and you hear who replied (a real paranoid always has tricks like this in mind, it's best to play stupid, slow and clumsy, removes doubt ;).

And so the priests are interested in my house :P maybe, I'm letting them eventually on saturday sidein** J)

Charge them thickly...

Ow fuckya how the dog farted blyacck, hellish catastrophy :P

Just when I stuck ear to creativists sightseeing of jesus, go see before i move off, fact they'll burn me on the pyre J

...make that triple.

Hows in em amrikas? Is recession nasty? How ya livin?

Eh, in the mean while we bought that house in the hills. The thing is a total ruin - flooring taken out, all like began a renovation (it's 80 years old, and the old parts are OK, what was shat on later is shat on) then quit. But with the house there's a hectare and a half of forest - we even have one huge tree, trunk 1 meter in crossnik [diameter :)], we measured, the crown 20m in crossnik, and a creek... just to take a beer and laptop down, and my duck [dick] hurts for everything :)

Rolling somehow, unemployer but with a long term tezga, lasts while it lasts... Shoring up our reserves gradually, one more girl to push through college - and even if I bust, sisters will take care of her somehow, they both work. The older one actually makes more than I do :).

Surrounded by a true mess, but how Sloba trained us, we became able to get there and outa there, have that advantage. Which is why we now have reserves and hundred tricks to push through to the other side, while everybody else is in the quick panick. My only fear is that some young junkie may do me in for thinking I had cash to sit on. Doing my best not to look so - driving a '94 corolla. Starts, goes :) [v. house dictionary]

I actually came to write this date because I becunted watching the shots from recent years (as brought by fes), and remembered the feeling I got, and found the date I made these versions, and there it was, 15th of december). How everything got gray, well fuckit the USSR was merrier, Stalin's architecture was more colorful. Didn't even Makavejev back then write how „America's decadence looks great, even the garbage is in color“. Now it came to be that only garbage is in color, everything else is gray. Cars, façades, clothing, furniture, walls, for walls not even white is good enough, despite being equally a non-color, that must be grayed too. The remaining thing to fix are human faces.

I specially cunted at car colors, because they're least prone to fashion, they last for years and beshit my landscape. And they keep inventing various shades, tints, and give them fancy names, like champagne or oyster and such. So I fired up the Gimp and decided to bring those shades to real gray on select photos. I'd take one and paste a black-and-white version of it underneath the color version, then remove those nearly gray spots whenever on anything humanmade and not humanely colored. It would be easier, less work, to keep the black-and-white on top, but this way I saw what I was doing.

I did that mostly today and the next day. Made about thirty pieces of it, and was disgussted. Fuckit, where do I live. See what they done to my America, ma.

Goes like this.

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* not that the jokes about stupid cops were ever true, but this one about them too often having easy-to-memorize numbers, both phones and car tags, is true.

** she wrote „tranu“ instead of „nutra“, 'nside.

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Mentions: 22-II-2007., asrm, Feds, fes, fox, Gorana Sredljević (Go), Gugao, house dictionary, Jan Brenkelen, Jiang Wong, Kimberley Clarke, majstor, Melanija Merćep (Lajna), Mohandas Raj (Das), Nick Scage, tezga, UbiquAgora (UA), in serbian

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